[ ...he doesn't want to let sousei down, but either way... he's going to, isn't he? either he shows the weakness that he'd been training day in and day out to chase away, or he lies. --he doesn't think sousei would be very pleased with either of them.
but -- he's tired and it's hard to think through the painkillers so he just glances downwards. ]
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but -- he's tired and it's hard to think through the painkillers so he just glances downwards. ]
...I don't know.