[The question gets Tenka's eyes to look up, meeting Sousei's. Well, there was a lot. And one Tenka filtered out the random kissing nonsense caused by those dumb machines, there's a lot less. But the words that Shirasu did say-]
... He's glad I lived.
[Tenka shrugs idly at that, managing a small smile.]
[Again, Sousei has a kneejerk reaction, and again, it's wrong. He wants to say that Shirasu has no right to say that to Tenka, has no right to say that he's glad he lived when he didn't even make the attempt to save him--
But if that's the case, Sousei doesn't have the right either. And he's certainly glad that Tenka lived.
... He takes a slow breath.]
I see. [anything he could possibly say to that would sound trite, wouldn't it? He said he wanted Tenka to live, and the last thing Sousei wants to do is kick Tenka further, and imply that even that might be a lie.
Just more for him to note, and carry, he supposes. He won't let his guard down.]
[Even if he doesn't say it, Tenka thinks he can hear it in the silence. Sousei doesn't like Shirasu, right? With good reason - very, very good reason. Tenka knows better than anyone that what Shirasu's done is awful, considering that all of it happened to his little brothers. And for his little brothers, Tenka has trouble forgiving Shirasu.
Sousei probably feels it even more - lacking the ten years of attachment that Tenka has. So to hear anything else that sounds like it would excuse the person who took Sousei's protege - from the kidnapped's own older brother? It probably sounds like a mess.]
We don't have to talk about it, you know. [He quirks a brow and musters up a grin.] Much as I appreciate the effort.
[He'd rather just brush it under the table for now. Nothing big has even happened. (The feeling of a hand around Tenka's heart, making it hard for him to breathe at the thought of losing his friend, will eventually go away if he just laughs it off.) Though there is just... one thing he wants to make sure of first.]
But I need you to do me a favor. Partner to partner.
[Well... He doesn't feel as though not talking about it is truly a viable option; all the more chance that Tenka will do something dumb, and now that Tenka is finally opening up to him about things, he hardly wants to go back to the way they were, hiding things that weren't convenient.
So no, he does think they have to talk about it.
He will put in the effort.
But for now, that's serious enough that he accepts the shift in focus, nodding simply.]
[This is going to be a selfish request and he knows it, but that's exactly why he's asking for it as a favor. There's a good chance that it's not going to be plausible or possible, but if there's even a chance that Tenka could keep it from happening....]
Just... don't spill any blood over me, okay?
[It's a selfish enough thought already - Tenka never thought people would actually shed blood for his sake before, but he remembers the riots of the villagers all too easily. He has a knack for getting himself in trouble and then burdening the people around him. But in this situation, it's his own protectiveness of his family - even if some people won't consider him family anymore - that brings about this request.]
Shirasu's done a lot of unforgivable things - so I get being mad for Chuutarou or Soramaru. [Tenka's not going to hold back much for their sakes either, because his precious little brothers mean the world to him.] But I'm not that important.
[Not important enough that he thinks his heart would be able to handle it if his partner ended up hurting the man who was his best friend and confidant for 10 years.]
[Is that what it is...this is Tenka's big request from him as his partner. Don't shed blood over him. That's a request that Sousei knows will be difficult, but...he supposes if it wasn't difficult, he wouldn't need to make the request in the first place. Despite everything, how much has Tenka asked of him over the years?
Practically nothing, honestly.
Sousei nods, simply, but the words that he finally says are--]
Don't be selfish. [Ah...] You are just as important. [Right. He's still not going to take that sort of self-deprication lying down. But nonetheless:]
... But I won't.
[He'll do his absolutely damnedest to not have to kill Shirasu, for what it's worth, though a lot of that equally depends on what Shirasu does.]
[Tenka just snorts softly. He's just as important as his little brothers? That's impossible - but maybe it's part of the fact that Tenka never quite manages to see himself clearly. Rather, his little brothers are the most important people in his world, in this world even without them - of any world. It's his job to protect them, whether it's by coming up with plans or shielding them with his own body.
He will never be as important and he never wants to be that important.
But selfish? He can take that. It's not the first time he's been called selfish. Sousei, his little brothers, even Shirasu accused him of the same thing. With that level of consensus, it has to be true.
Instead, he just shakes his head fondly as he recalls-]
Shirasu used to ask me to give him orders before. Something about how Fuuma can't live without direction and how freedom is hell - but I never agreed to it. But at the very least, he'd always listen to what I said and did what I asked from him as a friend.
[ . . . Tenka just shrugs and musters up a smile.]
I'll try that again here. After all, I did say that anyone who touches my partner is gonna get a good punch in the face from me.
[He's not going to make this request just from Sousei - Tenka's going to be selfish enough to ask Shirasu for the same thing. Because life is hard when the two people who mean so much to him are naturally at odds.]
[This is why you're selfish, Tenka. You only do what you want, and only interact in the world in the way you see it. But Sousei is used to this by now--and he's unbothered by it. He'll just keep pointing it out. His job right now is to protect all of the Kumou brothers--not just Soramaru and Chuutarou, but Tenka as well.
He scoffs faintly at that, tilting his head.]
...Don't have any of your blood shed on my behalf. [Don't corner Shirasu just to tell him not to harm Sousei--Sousei's pretty sure he can handle himself, and he's also pretty sure there are more important things Tenka should be focusing on.]
I can take care of myself.
[But even more than that, there are more important things Tenka has to focus on than whether or not Sousei's going to irritate a ninja to the point where he might try to stab him. That's just common sense, as far as Sousei can see.]
Shirasu wouldn't hurt me over something like that. [Probably. Tenka thinks about it now and well, honestly.... Tenka provoked Shirasu to the point that he legitimately had the other man pinned to the ground and he still didn't get stabbed, even when there was a kunai at his throat.
. . . we might need to work on Tenka's definition of 'cornered'.]
But jeeze, just because you can take care of yourself doesn't mean that I'm not gonna try. Partners, remember?
[We definitely need to work on Tenka's definition of cornered, and also "danger". Such as--that's a dangerous situation overall. Okay. Okay.
But honestly......... that's not even what this is about, Sousei thinks, but he'll take it. He can't deny Tenka the desire to protect him in turn, considering this entire conversation has been about the opposite. Being partners means being on even ground, right?]
...Fine. I won't go out of my way to provoke him, either. [But he also won't not if Shirasu's being suspicious and/or is in his way OH WELL.]
You're the one who requires protecting. You constantly get yourself into these situations. [back to a more lighthearted attempt aka a jab at Tenka because SERIOUSLY. How do you get yourself into these situations.]
[The kunai at his throat wasn't a surprise considering the fact that Tenka tackled him - it's the fact that it didn't go down immediately that was a surprise.
Anyway.
The implications of that are going right over Tenka's head and he's blinking.]
Well - sort of my ninja.... He likes saying he's the Kumou ninja even though he's more part of the family than anything.
[what other way could you possibly take tenka possessively claiming shirasu]
[NO NOT OKAY.... not okay at all. Fuuma ninjas have been trying to kill them all over the place, alright. This isn't what he wanted. He's still paranoid and suspicious.]
I see. [Pro...bably. The harmless version then.] Similar to Nishiki, then.
[Soramaru's Fuuma ninja. Could you guys stop collecting them.......
...wait maybe not the best comparison, they did seem awfully close--]
Maybe? She told me that Soramaru helped her but apparently didn't give her a place to stay - so he's slacking!! [Time shenanigans at work here.] Shirasu came to live with us after I found him injured in the snow and then he just took on the role of shrine keeper and also decided he was our ninja.
[And also managed to weasel his way into the hearts of their dumb family.
My little brother's living with a girl!! He already has a girl in the house - I didn't even have a girl in the house!!!
[no tenka you were married already]
Whaaaaa, Sousei, what am I gonna do?! He's already going to be so grown up without me! I'm supposed to give him advice and how to handle being in a relationship but he's already there!!
[Too bad, Tenka's already going to drop his head on the table and continue his whining.]
As soon as his big brother's gone, Soramaru just gets a girlfriend...!! That punk, what was he thinking all this time?! I should've been paying closer to attention to him!
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... He's glad I lived.
[Tenka shrugs idly at that, managing a small smile.]
Guess that makes the two of us.
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But if that's the case, Sousei doesn't have the right either. And he's certainly glad that Tenka lived.
... He takes a slow breath.]
I see. [anything he could possibly say to that would sound trite, wouldn't it? He said he wanted Tenka to live, and the last thing Sousei wants to do is kick Tenka further, and imply that even that might be a lie.
Just more for him to note, and carry, he supposes. He won't let his guard down.]
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Sousei probably feels it even more - lacking the ten years of attachment that Tenka has. So to hear anything else that sounds like it would excuse the person who took Sousei's protege - from the kidnapped's own older brother? It probably sounds like a mess.]
We don't have to talk about it, you know. [He quirks a brow and musters up a grin.] Much as I appreciate the effort.
[He'd rather just brush it under the table for now. Nothing big has even happened. (The feeling of a hand around Tenka's heart, making it hard for him to breathe at the thought of losing his friend, will eventually go away if he just laughs it off.) Though there is just... one thing he wants to make sure of first.]
But I need you to do me a favor. Partner to partner.
[Yes, he's that serious about it.]
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So no, he does think they have to talk about it.
He will put in the effort.
But for now, that's serious enough that he accepts the shift in focus, nodding simply.]
What is it?
[Because...well, he's going to do it.]
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Just... don't spill any blood over me, okay?
[It's a selfish enough thought already - Tenka never thought people would actually shed blood for his sake before, but he remembers the riots of the villagers all too easily. He has a knack for getting himself in trouble and then burdening the people around him. But in this situation, it's his own protectiveness of his family - even if some people won't consider him family anymore - that brings about this request.]
Shirasu's done a lot of unforgivable things - so I get being mad for Chuutarou or Soramaru. [Tenka's not going to hold back much for their sakes either, because his precious little brothers mean the world to him.] But I'm not that important.
[Not important enough that he thinks his heart would be able to handle it if his partner ended up hurting the man who was his best friend and confidant for 10 years.]
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Practically nothing, honestly.
Sousei nods, simply, but the words that he finally says are--]
Don't be selfish. [Ah...] You are just as important. [Right. He's still not going to take that sort of self-deprication lying down. But nonetheless:]
... But I won't.
[He'll do his absolutely damnedest to not have to kill Shirasu, for what it's worth, though a lot of that equally depends on what Shirasu does.]
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He will never be as important and he never wants to be that important.
But selfish? He can take that. It's not the first time he's been called selfish. Sousei, his little brothers, even Shirasu accused him of the same thing. With that level of consensus, it has to be true.
Instead, he just shakes his head fondly as he recalls-]
Shirasu used to ask me to give him orders before. Something about how Fuuma can't live without direction and how freedom is hell - but I never agreed to it. But at the very least, he'd always listen to what I said and did what I asked from him as a friend.
[ . . . Tenka just shrugs and musters up a smile.]
I'll try that again here. After all, I did say that anyone who touches my partner is gonna get a good punch in the face from me.
[He's not going to make this request just from Sousei - Tenka's going to be selfish enough to ask Shirasu for the same thing. Because life is hard when the two people who mean so much to him are naturally at odds.]
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He scoffs faintly at that, tilting his head.]
...Don't have any of your blood shed on my behalf. [Don't corner Shirasu just to tell him not to harm Sousei--Sousei's pretty sure he can handle himself, and he's also pretty sure there are more important things Tenka should be focusing on.]
I can take care of myself.
[But even more than that, there are more important things Tenka has to focus on than whether or not Sousei's going to irritate a ninja to the point where he might try to stab him. That's just common sense, as far as Sousei can see.]
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Shirasu wouldn't hurt me over something like that. [Probably. Tenka thinks about it now and well, honestly.... Tenka provoked Shirasu to the point that he legitimately had the other man pinned to the ground and he still didn't get stabbed, even when there was a kunai at his throat.
. . . we might need to work on Tenka's definition of 'cornered'.]
But jeeze, just because you can take care of yourself doesn't mean that I'm not gonna try. Partners, remember?
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But honestly......... that's not even what this is about, Sousei thinks, but he'll take it. He can't deny Tenka the desire to protect him in turn, considering this entire conversation has been about the opposite. Being partners means being on even ground, right?]
...Fine. I won't go out of my way to provoke him, either. [But he also won't not if Shirasu's being suspicious and/or is in his way OH WELL.]
You're the one who requires protecting. You constantly get yourself into these situations. [back to a more lighthearted attempt aka a jab at Tenka because SERIOUSLY. How do you get yourself into these situations.]
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I don't need protecting from my own ninja!
[Probably! Basically every time Tenka says something about Shirasu, it's a good idea to add a 'probably' to it.]
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Events would suggest otherwise.
[He's not even going to both sugarcoating that one DID YOU FORGET THE KUNAI AT YOUR THROAT.
....... wait.]
"Your" ninja... [Do you mean that in the "Kumou family ninja" way or the "oh yeah i kissed this ninja" way.]
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[The kunai at his throat wasn't a surprise considering the fact that Tenka tackled him - it's the fact that it didn't go down immediately that was a surprise.
Anyway.
The implications of that are going right over Tenka's head and he's blinking.]
Well - sort of my ninja.... He likes saying he's the Kumou ninja even though he's more part of the family than anything.
[what other way could you possibly take tenka possessively claiming shirasu]
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I see. [Pro...bably. The harmless version then.] Similar to Nishiki, then.
[Soramaru's Fuuma ninja. Could you guys stop collecting them.......
...wait maybe not the best comparison, they did seem awfully close--]
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Maybe? She told me that Soramaru helped her but apparently didn't give her a place to stay - so he's slacking!! [Time shenanigans at work here.] Shirasu came to live with us after I found him injured in the snow and then he just took on the role of shrine keeper and also decided he was our ninja.
[And also managed to weasel his way into the hearts of their dumb family.
Dammit Shirasu.]
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...She has been living at the shrine ever since he rescued her. [???] She is very defensive of him as well.
[.... Sousei just has this effect on Kumou ninja apparently.]
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That's not what she told me....
But good! Someone's gotta watch out for my cute little brothers.
[ . . . wait.
Wait.
Wait.]
Soramaru's living with a girl?!
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...Yes. [Calm down. He frowns slightly.] I have been visiting often enough that it would not be a problem regardless, but... [he's not a chaperone.]
Does she not recall?
[timelines shenanigans are more important than your sudden big brother instincts, Tenka]
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[no tenka you were married already]
Whaaaaa, Sousei, what am I gonna do?! He's already going to be so grown up without me! I'm supposed to give him advice and how to handle being in a relationship but he's already there!!
[what was that]
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And yeah he's ignoring Tenka now like.
He doesn't even care, Tenka.]
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As soon as his big brother's gone, Soramaru just gets a girlfriend...!! That punk, what was he thinking all this time?! I should've been paying closer to attention to him!
Don't grow up so fast, Soramaruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
[there might be actual tears on the table now]
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Sousei's just making a face, faint as it is, at the table.]
...Tenka, calm down. They are not in a romantic relationship.
Soramaru knows better than to take advantage of a patient. [Did you miss the part where he SAVED HER....]
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They're not?
[and he's looking up at Sousei with these sad eyes and it's probably really gross but are they really not
don't play with his feelings here, sousei]
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No. They're not.
[good lord.]
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Tenka straightens then, waving a hand and laughing.]
Bahahaha! I knew it!! No way can Soramaru have a girlfriend already - he can't be so much cooler than his big brother! Buahahaha!!
[idiot]
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