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Abe no "screw the rules" Sousei [ 安部 蒼世 ] ([personal profile] deontology) wrote2014-10-09 11:04 am
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sunshrouded: (☀ THAT PROOF MEANS NOTHING)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-11-29 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
that sounds worse than i meant
sunshrouded: (☀ just sat at a stop sign for 10 minutes)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
[stop making this gay]

long story

can i tell you when i find you again
sunshrouded: (☀ wow rough night)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
ok

[And that's that. Normally Tenka doesn't respond with short messages like that, but he's honestly not looking forward to this conversation.

Eventually though, he makes it back to their place and siiiiiighs.]


Soouuuseeeiiiii, is there tea?

[He's assuming if he dragged his feet to get back, which he did, Sousei probably got there first.]
sunshrouded: (☀ this is a mass text)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Why are you so grumpy, wow, that's not exactly stuff that makes him want to talk.

But now Tenka is sitting.

And taking the tea and nodding his thanks.

And sipping.

And sipping.

And sipping.

Watch him attempt to drain the cup before he starts talking.]
sunshrouded: (☀ no i don't want to take a nap)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . you couldn't just let him finish his drink, could you. Regardless, Tenka finishes his incredibly long sip then and sighs as he places down his own cup. He straightens his posture, squaring his shoulders as he faces a topic that will most likely lead to his partner getting mad at him.]

You saw the state I was in when we got here.

[Still a little scaly, ready to collapse at any second, weak without medicine.]

According to the doctors, I was at my limit with the Orochi medicine. I could've snapped at any second.

[Did snap a few times, underground and chained against the wall, held down by multiple people all at once. But there are still things that Sousei doesn't need to know, Tenka thinks.]
sunshrouded: (☀ secret keeping is my hobby)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Tenka doesn't have much to say in response to that.

He remembers his vision clouding over, already injuring the people who were trying to examine him further. But when they let him out, he could still walk in the daylight and help people. So he kept taking the medicine, because just staying in an underground prison waiting only for the next time he'd be on the examination table-

That wasn't the life he wanted.

So he doesn't say anything.

He just smiles weakly.

He really didn't want to talk about this at all.]
sunshrouded: (☀ these keywords got lazier)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-03 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[They'd gone back to the pattern of being partners, exploring things about this world and just coexisting together seamlessly, that Tenka had almost forgotten that whenever he sees Sousei go numb like this, it's always his fault.

What a reminder.

Still though, he just sighs because he doesn't think this is a sad story, even now. What would he have done without the Orochi medicine? He wouldn't have been able to take care of his brothers or even let the Yamainu abandon him without remorse - he wouldn't have been able to help anyone.

So he just reaches across the table and waves a hand in front of Sousei's face, head tilting slightly.]


Hey.

I'm still me.

I'm okay [for] now.
sunshrouded: (☀ still in debt tho)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-04 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[The fact that Sousei's expression doesn't look any more at ease is something that bothers Tenka. On his face, it might read to others as annoyance but this is nothing but concern. So he snaps his fingers in front of Sousei's face, trying to get his attention again by being annoying. That tends to work.]

I will.

[He'll live as a Kumou until the end. He will be okay until the end. He tilts his head.]

... So why don't you look any happier about it?
sunshrouded: (☀ you kept trying to highlight my face)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-04 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hears the words that come out of Sousei's mouth and rearranges them into something else that he thinks is closer to the truth: Will you still be alright when the battle is over?

The funny thing is that Tenka doesn't know. He tilts his head before shaking it and his left hand reaches out for the tea cup that he had set down. Without the medicine, he wouldn't have even been able to do this much. This world knows it - there were packets of the medicine and its stabilizer waiting for him when he arrived in this apartment.

But he doesn't say that, instead choosing to take a drink.

Then he snorts and breaks out into a grin.]


Have a little faith in me, partner.
sunshrouded: (☀ o shit lemme call u back)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-04 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . It's a cutting answer, whether Sousei intended it to be or not. The surprise shows on Tenka's face, though he's come to have enough self-control around Sousei by now to keep the hurt from seeping through. Is it really that hard to believe in him?

Soramaru and Chuutarou had always believed in him entirely, but they were his little brothers and Tenka would do everything in his power to protect and guide them. Shirasu never truly questioned him when it counted either, but what did that mean when now apparently Shirasu betrayed their family and therefore Tenka? But Sousei is his partner, the one who he stands with on equal footing and can give Tenka the most direct and honest opinion possible. And that answer is that it's hard to believe in him.

Well, Tenka supposes he hasn't given him much reason to - ten years of separation and unhappy reunions taken into account.

Ah, what a sad soul he is, to have his own partner doubt him. But that's a negative well of emotion, something the Orochi would feast on, and isn't that exactly what Tenka is trying to avoid?

So his own personal brand of medicine shines through as he manages a laugh, weak as it is but he's never really allowed himself to be devoid of hope and energy. That's when he would truly lose, after all.

In exchange for Sousei's faith in him, Tenka will trade something else in exchange. A simple admittance.]


I still don't want to die, Sousei.
sunshrouded: (☀ these keywords got lazier)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-04 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
To have my honesty in the future, you'd need my honesty about the past, right?

[He gives that up pretty willingly. If Sousei wants Tenka to talk about things with him in the future, there's a lot to cover in the past ten years. In the past ten years, Tenka has willingly continued to take the Orochi medicine in order to maintain mobilization, watched over his younger brothers and tried to find ways to separate the Orochi from the vessel, and also added one more to their family in the form of Kinjou Shirasu.

In the future, there will be obstacles like Tenka possibly giving into the Orochi cells in his body or becoming paralyzed, actually having to deal with Soramaru as the Orochi, and the eventual reappearance of Shirasu in Tenka's life. None of those can really be discussed in full without knowing the things that led to them in the first place.

So Tenka just sighs.

He's not good at sharing. Botan was the one who came up to him to talk about helping his goal and otherwise he never would've brought it up with her. It's always just been him and Shirasu - ever since Sousei and the rest of the Yamainu left. Because the things in Tenka's life are truly painful and he knows it.

Every single time something like this comes up - when they talk about the real reason why Tenka left the Yamainu, when Sousei gets closer to finding out more about the experiments, when Tenka opens his mouth to talk about the things that happened to him - it causes Sousei pain.

If he shares the truth with Sousei, he'll just be causing his partner more pain because of decisions that Tenka made in the past.

All he can do is snort softly.]


.... You're going to get mad at me.

[Possibly hate him, think he's a monster, discover just how far his foolishness goes-]

What do you want to know?
sunshrouded: (☀ you said they were minions of evil)

[personal profile] sunshrouded 2014-12-04 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't make it easy to want to tell you things.

[To be honest. But if Sousei's going to get sassy then it's kind of just Tenka's natural response to return fire. Though... well, the amusement is a nice change from the stillness of his expression earlier. It's enough to get Tenka's shoulders to relax a bit and he sighs.

Despite everything else he'd been through, now is when the smile drops. This is where the pain really starts and there is no happiness in this part of the story. He could find things to smile and joke about later, even days later, when he's with his brothers and without the Yamainu. But in this part of the story there's is nothing but-]


It was really painful.... but I suppose that's expected when you receive an injury that would normally kill you. [Subconsciously, he straightens and sits up, as if the scar on his back had its own weight and he refuses to slump from it now.] They gave me the first dose of medicine when I was unconscious, I think... and it saved my life.

[He raises his left arm then, holding it in front of him and staring at the faux bracelet on his wrist.]

But I couldn't move my left side, not my hands, my feet, the left side of my mouth, nothing. [He remembers that, laying flat on the table and his own speech - what words he had the strength to try to muster - was difficult to decipher and only his right side could grip the edge of the operating table when the pain hit.] So they gave me more.

[They gave it to him. He didn't ask for it. There was never a choice.]

.... It was stiff, but eventually I could start moving my left side again. Little by little.

[He opens and closes his left hand, an easy movement now but - back then, not so much.]
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